#7

I vow to fiercely love you in all your forms now and forever.
I vow to love you no matter what challenges might carry us apart. 
InsyaAllah, we will always find a way back to each other. 


Till then, alhamdulillah.

Flashback

Kolej Jasmin, Kampus Puncak Perdana

Rindu Puncak. Rindu nak packing barang balik puncak, jumpa si dia. Makan sama. Study sama. Jalan jalan pusing kolej, beli burger abang pagar. Rindu nak dapat mesej ' Boleh teman I dinner ?' Rindu nak dengar org kata ' Malam ni i bawak you dinner dekat luar ya '. Rindu nak buat buat pergi toilet so boleh terserempak dengan dia. Rindu nak tengok dia tidur dalam kelas, tengok dia sesuka hati datang kelas lambat. Rindu nak tengok dia handsome handsome pergi kelas, tapi pakai seliper. Rindu nak dengan Mdm Shakey kata 'Dont be like my ex student Si Muka Jamban, suka sgt pakai seliper pergi class. 

Rindu budak koceng(kucing) tu. Rindu nak tengok muka dia baru bangun tidur, earphone dekat telinga. Rindu nak minum teh tarik kurang manis. Rindu nak dengar dia kata 'Jomlaaaa teman aku jogging' Rindu nak tengok dia *flipstudung*. Rindu nak gaduh.

Rindu si cantik tu. Rindu nak teman dia date. Rindu nak bangun ada orang peluk. Rindu nak bangun terus cakap weh aku lapar so dia boleh masakkan maggi. Rindu nak makan suap. Rindu kau. Sangat sangat. 

Kalian rindu aku tak ?

-'I dah siap kemas barang, lepasni balik Puncak'...*heartaches* It hurts. Everytime.

Perasaan itu bila si jejaka bawa si buah hati berjumpa keluarga dia. Bila saat perempuan itu berbual sama kau sambil usap tangan kau tanpa henti. Perasaan itu bila perempuan itu bilang 'Akhirnya dapat jugak jumpa orangnya'. Perasaan bila kau minta izin ingin pulang dia genggam tangan kau erat bagai tak ingin lepas.

Perasaan yang sukar aku nak ungkap.

Bahagia, syukur.

#6

Keep me stuck inside your head like your favourite tune, and know my hearts a stereo that only plays for you.

Piece of mind.

Kadang kadang kuat mana pon kau cuba nak bertahan, cuba nak kekalkan apa yang ada, pilihan yang tinggal hanyalah 

1. Lepaskan 
2. Let go
3. Undur diri

Tak semua yang kita nak tu kita akan dapat. And its not easy to let go. Tapi kan Allah ada bilang yang bila dia tarik sesuatu nikmat tu adalah bila dia nak ganti dengan sesuatu yang lebih baik. Alhamdulillah, nikmat yang Allah bagi ni aku akan jaga elok elok. Terima kasih. 

macam mana nak rotate urghhh

Jadi selamat berkenalan dengan Athirah, Adila, Aliah, Zulaikha, Ash dan Kak Farah.

Terima kasih pada yang tak pernah jauh walau jarak antara kita tu ratus kilometer. 

#5

Every time, you make me realize how much you deserve someone far better.

And every time, you shut me up by trying your hardest to make me understand that you don't want anyone else.

I'm stubborn, I'm ego, I'm hard to be with. But you tolerated with it all, lowered every last bit of your ego and put up with me like no one else ever would.

Never will I understand why you have so much love for me, for someone like me. 

Someone who told you from the start, to leave me for someone who actually deserves that massive amount of love you have for me. 

They think of all the bad things when it comes to you, 

but they don't know you like I do.

They don't get to see you like how I'm able to. 

You're different when you're with me, and that's all that matters.

You're unlike the rest, and I know if I ever let you go,

I would never come across a person like you ever again. 

Never have it occurred to me, that it was possible for someone to love another person so much

The way you do me. 

I was so terrified to love again, until you came along.

And you make me fall for you.

Hard. 

168 days, and still counting alhamdulillah.

Its hard, but we're stronger and i do hope its gonna worth in the end.

InsyaAllah.

#HR

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I cant wait for tomorrow and yeah i think my blog iz sho lame. Till then, have a good day everyone .